Panic Terminal

my existence-II.

18. India.
I like those 2-am-talks.
I laugh at my own jokes. Really hard.
I like it when it's 1 am and 5 am.
I like lying on my room's floor.

Have a little dhoom while you're here.


not stoned, just slightly pebbled

(via fake-mermaid)

  • someone: what are your plans for the weekend
  • me: who knows
  • me: (i know)
  • me: (i'm not leaving the house)
yes, yes beta keep your friends close, but remember to keep your dupatta closer
that one aunty (via justyouraveragedesi)

(via mad-to-be-saved)


My buddy Tom baked a cake for his Argentinian friend to cheer her up after the world cup loss.

…they are no longer friends.

(via ibl33s)


my hobbies include:

  • watching the same show 4 times
  • standing in front of the pantry but taking nothing
  • laughing at my own jokes
  • laying on the floor

(via fake-mermaid)


Maybe the best sarcastic conversation in tv history 

(via misandry-mermaid)

Asker Anonymous Asks:
If I met you irl I'd probably be too stunned to speak bc so much awesomeness in one person is too much to handle
panicterminal panicterminal Said:

Hi Anon! Thank you so much for this lovely message. pretty sure i’d be flustered bc you are A1. 

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Just an admirer w/o Tumblr so yeah an anon for now. So what are you going to do next? Coaching? :| & oh btw Know some comebacks to such questions? In the same boat as yours :(
panicterminal panicterminal Said:

Hi New Person! Admirer? Aww, thanks. 

yes! i started my classes today. 

to questions like ‘what are you doing now (that you’re done with 12th)?’ ? 

earlier, i used to have a problem telling people that “no, i did not get a college of my choice, i am going to take a gap year. preparing for PMTs is tough”. i used to be ashamed. Not that i’m proud of what happened but i dont let it bring me down either. this is a recent development and i like it. Just tell them freely. ‘they’ cant do anything. ‘people’ will talk for a while and then forget about it. they are not supporting you like your friends and family. friends and family-only care about them. put these people away. they make you feel bad. if you tell them openly and confidently, your confidence will shock them as to HOW are you so chill even after what happened. you are not accountable to them. you dont need feel bad FOR THEM. also, i think it is a way of self acceptance. like “hey, fine. it happened. it’s in the past. i learnt something from it. it brought me down but i have to move on and i can do better now. so i dont have to be depressed anymore in order to remind myself of my weaknesses. i know what they are and i have work on them.” 

this helped me a lot. 

Stay happy. You’ll sail through. :)